Wow

I haven’t been on for a while! I’m surprised I even rememered my password ^^

Well…not much is new…the most significant thing I’ve done recently is that I’ve gone on Kairos (last September). You guys know what that is? If you don’t it’s basically a retreat. A really awesome retreat. At first, though, I hated it. It felt like…they took my heart and cut it open, let it heal, then cut it open again (much like the whole “I must not tell lies” thing from Harry Potter). But I truly loved it by the end of it (the whole retreat was 4 days). Well…that’s pretty much it. I can’t really say anything more about it. The events that take place must be kept a secret. But if you haven’t gone and you have the chance to go, then go. Really.

Add a comment December 14, 2009

My brother’s an ass.

Yep. Time to rant about my brother. My mother told him to give me a ride to the hospital and I guess he’s mad about that. What he said was: “When are you going to start driving and stop ruining everyone’s lives?” and no it wasn’t meant as a joke.

That hurt. If he didn’t want to take one the responsibilities that came with living with us then he should get the fuck out. He’s nearly thirty and living with his mother. It’s pathetic. He screwed up his own life and now he’s bitching about the small things.  He shouldn’t even be with us. Sometimes I wish he had just stayed in New York. I never realized what a blessing that was.

1 comment January 26, 2009

New Obsession!

That’s right. My obesession is no longer WoW! Can you guess what it is? Of course not! You don’t know me that well. At least I don’t think you do. Anyways, I have recently taken a liking to Fable II (never played the first one lol). I’m sort of half way between good and evil. I do good things that crew them up by cheating on me hubby or accidentally bashing down doors (I have some issuses with the controls lol). What I find funny about the game is the whole sex thing. No worries parents, they don’t show anything. But I like how they give you the option of protected or unprotected sex. Heck, I didn’t know condoms existed during that time period XD When were condoms invented anyways…hm…I was never really good at history…

Anyways, I’m married to Ian the shopkeeper. My kid’s name is Adrian (can’t tell if it’s a boy or girl lol). And my one night stand dude (aka the reason I got uglier/eviler) Rick the Alchemist. I currently have to go to Brightvale for who knows why.

Well that’s about it. ^^ Til next time!!!

Add a comment January 12, 2009

Im Tired

I don’t even know where to start…

Ok, let’s start with christmas shall we? This was the worst christmas ever. There was shouting and crying and I don’t mean for joy. I’m just simply amazed at how my mother managed to single handedly ruin christmas for me. Actually no. I’m not surprised. This was so like her. I like her better when she’s at work.

Anyways, I think I need therapy. I get so angry with my mother and I always keep that anyer bottled in. I’ve been doing this for 6 years and I don’t think I can handle it anymore. 6 years of pent up anger…
I never really could vent my feelings. I could never talk about them with people. I’ve never lashed out, screamed into my pillow or thrown a tantrum. I can’t take it anymore. I feel so caged up. I would move out…the only thing stopping me is that I don’t have a job. If I did, I’d save up and get my own apartment, or a friend and I could share a place together or something. I don’t care how crappy it would be. Anywhere is better than here.

God I can’t wait till college. I actually considered going to college somehwere nearby so I could live at home (my mother’s idead, naturally) but there is no way I’m staying here after I graduate high school.

Add a comment December 30, 2008

A Screwed Up Situation

Ok, so here’s whast’s happening:

-I like this guy
-My best friend likes the the same guy I like
-Time passes and she doesn’t like him anymore (good for me huh?)
-Well now the guy I like likes my best friend who is now confused about how she feels and I’ve pretty much have just been rejected

I love my life.

Add a comment December 20, 2008

Spirit Week

So yeah…spirit week is coming to an end -_- It’s quite sad really, I don’t want to go back to wearing uniforms…

So here’s how the week went. This year’s theme is Greek:

Monday- Toga Day
Tuesday- Nike Day (I don’t know HOW this is realted to Greek but oh well…)
Wednsday- Zeus-threw-a-thunderbolt-at-my-house-day (Clash Day)
Thursday- Twin Day
Friday- Class Color Day (My color is gold…or yellow)

I may not go to school friday. We get dismissed early and spending four hours at school just to watch games that the seniors (and some juniors) rigged seemed like a huge waste of my life. Then again, if I don’t go, I’ll actually get marked as absent and if I’m absent too many times…well…I don’t know what’ll happen, but I’m sure its bad. My school’s really strict -_-

2 comments October 24, 2008

Filipino Food Club

Oh my.

I thought about the idea of the Filipino Food Club one day last school year after school because I was hungry and because my car pool was late. I never thought that we’d actually start it though O_O The club is in the process of being accepted by Mr. Thomas, but…oh snap, I just lost my train of thought. Heh, sorry. ^^; So moving on…I’ve decided to bring some Filipino candy to the first club meeting (if it gets accepted that is) and I don’t know what to bring. I thoughts were to bring choconut (cuz its small and I’m cheap).

Any suggestions?

Add a comment September 28, 2008